Manipulative neurologists

I’m tired of doctors not listening to me, tired of being sent from doc to doc. I’m tired of one doc saying it’s different than what I have. I have epilepsy and a chiari mal 1 and I have plenty of proof. Now one tries to say it’s my nerves. I don’t have a degree so does that make me stupid and clueless to them? It’s my body I should know how I feel, so why try to ask me a million different questions to trip me up? Why should I open up to docs of how I am feeling if they do t want to listen they just try to put crap in my head that I might have never thought of. I’m tired of them not fixing me bc they’re to arrogant to say they’re scared or they’re wrong. I need major help to get this fixed and I’m hoping someone will be able to help reading my blog or know a good doc?.